When You Realize No One is Coming to Help ...

There comes a time when you realize ... no one is coming to help, not the people who call themselves friends that you have given to every time they've called, not the people on Facebook for the most part that we had helped many times throughout their lives.

There comes a time when you realize people really don't take the responsibility of friendship, no matter how much time you have given them.

Dear ones, there comes a time when you stop being depressed about it or feeling bad about it or trying to understand it ... and you stand up and you brush yourself off and you do what you need to do because you're all you really have to do it and you find a strength in you that you never realized was so strong.

You get over the tears, you do what needs to be done and you still help others along your way but you have no where near as much time because you're doing what needs to be done. I'm miss being the fairy but in all honesty when I can finally sit and ponder ... I have many many blessings. 🌈

I'm not going to tell you it's easy, I'm not going to tell you you'll get over it but you will get past it but most important you'll realize your strengths and the abilities you never thought you had, and you will see a place within you that is truly beautiful.

I had to take care of my husband doing wound care 3 and 1/2 hours twice a day and. I still had all the outside maintenance and inside maintenance cooking and cleaning etc. I had to redo our septic, our gray water, the run offs because I'm in the mountains from the rain. You name it I've been involved. We had gone through all the money while he was sick. The doctors wouldn't listen and eventually they killed him. At at least when he was still with me he could advise me and tell me what or how to do it.

And because there has been no money I have learned how to repair condenser fans in a refrigerator, heating elements in a dryer, cold water filler to the agitator in the washer, I've taken the carburetor offmy truck after being ripped off and told that it was rebuilt. I could go on and on for hours it seems but I just want you to know that you can get through it, that you're tougher than you think, and if nobody comes through for you there's one important thing to always remember ... You Have You! And you will never walk out on yourself or not be there for yourself. 💖

From my heart to yours, don't underestimate yourself, dear ones, I have done things that are unbelievable. 💕